Humans can't and won't relate to how fate works. What made this kid healthy, and this other kid autistic? nothing but a twist of fate at the time of creation of the genes. The fate wrote: "This kid will be autistic".
I have an autistic cousin, without wasting time of describing his life tragedy in full detail, I'll have to mention such a sarcastic moment of realization that we both - me and him-
I have an autistic cousin, without wasting time of describing his life tragedy in full detail, I'll have to mention such a sarcastic moment of realization that we both - me and him-
shared the same illness of mind : Introversion of mind, that leads to the introversion of feelings: Love, Hatred, Guilt, Happiness, Anxiety... and so the shutting down of a living humane soul. Fate twists, and he's still autistic and I'm not. Fate twists, and he has got an alibi for his social disturbance, but I've got none.
It's my way of living closed and complicated that leads me to be "the black duckling". And as a kid, I blame people for not accepting me, but I can't expect any living human to accept the abnormal. I'm normal, it's just the social existence of my being is the opposite of normality. Fate mocks me, it smiles and leans close to my face " I gave you an autistic cousin to show that you've got no will to power to change your state of mind even though it's perfectly healthy"... what's a human being more than a bunch of morals and will to power?...
Gandhi said : "Be the change you want to see in the world"....not any kind of a change..your most wanted Utopia starts from within your soul.
We were created as extroverts towards life and it opposes my faith if I contributed in changing God's creation of my mentality. Time to stop saying "I'm an introvert, & it doesn't matter if you accept me or not". It's time to say " I'm an extrovert towards life, and I'll force the earth itself to accept me".
It's my way of living closed and complicated that leads me to be "the black duckling". And as a kid, I blame people for not accepting me, but I can't expect any living human to accept the abnormal. I'm normal, it's just the social existence of my being is the opposite of normality. Fate mocks me, it smiles and leans close to my face " I gave you an autistic cousin to show that you've got no will to power to change your state of mind even though it's perfectly healthy"... what's a human being more than a bunch of morals and will to power?...
Gandhi said : "Be the change you want to see in the world"....not any kind of a change..your most wanted Utopia starts from within your soul.
We were created as extroverts towards life and it opposes my faith if I contributed in changing God's creation of my mentality. Time to stop saying "I'm an introvert, & it doesn't matter if you accept me or not". It's time to say " I'm an extrovert towards life, and I'll force the earth itself to accept me".
